Asmida [uhz-mee-da]

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hello everybody.
come come look at this shots.http://public.fotki.com/g-ma/muzikarama/
fuad nurhadi took it for us during muzikarama
i love love love love those shots.
so go thank him.
fuad nurhadi, i hope you are reading this.
haha.
yah, like finally you are doing what you love best huh.
and i wish you all the love and luck in this line.
haha. that sounded so formal.
but still yah..
haha.

i have known you for 3 years. and you know you can always count on me.
and thank you for everything, you have done.
minus all the hell we have gone through.
you treated me the best all this years.
thank you very very much.
for the record,
thank you for the piggy back rides up the stairs almost every night.
thank you for helping me tie my shoelaces.
thank you for the bicycle rides around my area back to yours.and back again.almost everywhere.
thank you. and those were my fondest memories of us.
thank you. thank you very much.
like i said, everything happens for a reason.
and i said i dont know if things will be back to be like it used to be.
but one thing im certain of, things did happen. and im glad and never regretted every single bit of it.

and yes. i think i have finally grown up.
i have learn to see things in another point of view.
something love has always blinded me all this while.
and ive been a lot more independent.
the last time i checked, i was happy. and i am still happy now.
and i hope every one is happy for me.

AND I CANT WAIT FOR HAPPY FEET THIS WEDS.
HAPPY FEET.
"ooh im going to have to trick myself"hahhahahhaha

MUZIRAMA 2006.

after so much rehearsals it finally came.
i couldnt sleep the night before.
perhaps it was anxiety, fear ..i dont know.
since this is my first time being in such a big
production, and being one of the lead roles,
i definitely felt the heat and pressure to live up
to the good name of SANG SINGA PURBA.

diah n i reached school late.
and after slacking around the first rehearsels started.
lunched at clementi
then the second Full-dress rehearsels started.
it was until the few minutes before the scheduled opening of doors, we ended our rehearsals.thus we didnt get the break that we thought we could get.

and at this point of time, everyone was backstage getting ready with their full costumes, makeup on taking pictures.
and guess where i was?
i was sitting along with my MP3 plugged in without any makeup on, messy hair.
and i know that doors are going to be opened a few minutes later.
i was getting freaking nervous. and i needed someone to calm me down
then i scanned the backstage for someone i knew who could do so.
but suddenly the pple around me were trees, makeup pple, props people. and some other people.
and i started to tear,
i realised i was alone and i needed someone to talk to.
i scanned for nadiah and faridah. i couldnt find them. i scanned the musicians for jeff, i couldnt find him. i scanned nizal in his blue costume i couldnt find him. i scanned for almost everyone i could talk to. but NO. no one was there.
and i was crying already.
then...
i saw nadiah at one far end.
and i was like " nadiah aku takot"
hahahha.
yah. thank god i finally saw them.

and the show started.
and it ended.
i dont know how well i did.
but ..
somehow i knew i could do better.
even nadiah agreed.nizal too.
guess each of us had high expectations on ourselves.
and i think it is a good thing
as this will be an experience for us to learn and
improve ourselves further.
hehe.

and after the show i met my mom, kakak and netty
nina n shiqah who came down to support me. thanks girls. love ya. i hope you enjoyed the show.
mira n soefie who also came down. and i was so freaking happy to see them. love both of you too. and cekgu n hafizah who i didnt get to meet coz they left early. but i managed to talk to cekgu on the phone and she congratulated me.and i was so so fking touched by that small gesture.and mira too who gave me a cute lil bear.and for always coming down for our reaheasals to watch us and support us. and thank you fuad nurhadi for coming down.i appreciate it alot and alot and alot.you know how the play meant the world to me. i dont know what else to say i think i'll leave this for another post..and thank you for taking our photos. :):):):)

and i shall make this a short one.
i just felt that i needed to thank a lot and a alot of pple.

thanks to mai, zana, epin, didi, hadis, sash, actually the whole of SSP lions.
who has taught me a lot for this muzikarama.
they guided me through this whole show.
and where i am right now, i have to give it to them.
heehee.

and i was very very very happy to be working with all the casts for MUZIKARAMA 2006.
aemon, puteh, puteh kecik,dancers, tubbies, babengs, matreps, trees, frog, prince, musicians, aiya everyonelahhh
hahaha.

and after everything, we cleaned/cleared everything up.
and said our goodbyes.
and some of us went to eat at tanjong pagar railway.
HAHHA.
den we had a very very long talk on a lot of things.
bob and his funny antics. fuad SSP too.soo funneh.
hahaha.

LAMA TAK MINUUUM.
HAHAHAH.
and then we headed to sentosa via cab.
me, sarah, jeff, nizal, bob, fuadSSP, epin, shimada, AJ, jihad, acap, hadis, didi
we headed to pahlawan beach
and sat at the tower.
my body was aching man.
coz i was very very tired.
so i didnt swim..
some of them swam.
anddddddd. here comes the funny part.
bob was muttering to himself lah..
he was half awake and was somehow
including himself in our conversation.
hahhaha.
soo funneh.
such a nice nice nice talk, we had huh?
HAHHAHAHHA.

we woke up at ard 10. and left sentosa.
but before that sarah n i had a nice nice bath. right sarah?
ahha.
so we were the nice smelling people around them. ahahha.
and then i seriously dont understand the game hadis n acap played.
some water game.haha
ill upload the video some time later if i receive it.
since sarah and i will be taking 963 home.
jeff took it too as he wanted to return his instuments to fuchun cc.
nizal n bob too.
no we didnt go home straight.
stopped at marsling.
and ate at teh tarik.
haha.
then we went home.

and i slept like a pigggg.
woohoo.

ps. my necklace is fixed.
yeahhhh.

ill upload some pictures once i get them.
okie.okie.okie.

the huge poster.

the family.missing another child.haha.

the evil prince and me.
i remembered him giving me tips to improve.
thanks.thanks a million times man

before the start of rehearsals with the wings.wings.wings.

bug's life face.

leman n noni. i think both of them are so cute.haha.

mai, chief of ssp.i respect the strength that u have girl. somehow you got the power to lead.and thats a good thing.really.thanks loads for all that u have shared with me.

yeah.yeah.they made it.

<3.pardon my shitty face

the dancing ghost.

what did nenek say arhh?

puteh and aemon.

waiting for the other cabs to arrive.

i like the background.alot.

the beautiful sunrise we caught at sentosa.sarah took this pic.or was it nizal.donnoe.
we saw this while the rest were sleeping.sarah,me nizal and acap.